I'm Sick. I'm Tired!!!

I am sick again. Got into too much work... pressured at work. Too much work!!!

For the past few days... I go to work an hour late for everyday. But I go home two hours after the office hours. Then I have my lunch for just about 10 minutes. I don't use break times. Hmmmm we don't actually have break times. We can have a break when we feel like eating. Working as a one woman army is okay with me. But now, it's just too much. Well, I'm not really a one woman army because one of my boss also is a programmer. But with all the work, I think I can get double the salary on other companies, I think. I guess they would need to look for a stronger and better programmer who can deal with all the work. There are a lot programmers better than me. But only I that I am the only one who would be willing with that salary, with all that work, with all the hectic schedules. Maybe there would also be some others =) Am I boasting, or I'm just a dumb one to accept this.

Then at home, when I arrive home, I started to take care of my baby. I take care of him up to morning. That means there are in betweens on nights when my baby would cry for milk. The from time to time, I do check if my baby is still on the bed (not on the floor). We put the bed foam on the bed, so when my baby falls, we won't panic. And ohhhh my husband's snore, it's too loud.

So just imagine all of the pressure. Right now, I want to have a vacation, away from work, away from my family. I want a vacation that's just me, and maybe a girl friend of mine. She's a Pinay. I miss her a lot. You would ask, "Away from your baby too?" I would answer, "Yes."

Everything is too much for me now. I just need a little break. That's all I want.

And maybe this year, or next year (I'll give the company other chance), I'll look for a better job.


PS: Sorry to all those blogs I have not visited. I really am sick. I can't check on your blogs even I want too. I can't even update my own blog =(

I'm Sick. I'm Tired!!!