What I noticed after 2 1/2 years...

There are a lot of changes happened in my life and around me.  After 2 1/2 years, here are the different changes in me, and to other people in my environment.

• I felt thinner, although I know I'm still overweight.  I plan to lose weight more.
• My son is smarter now. He's 2 years and 7 months old, a big baby now who knows some shapes and knows more animals :)  We're so proud of him!!!
• I'm starting to value myself, I mean my skin, my face.  I started to use Ponds facial wash!  I hope to use lotion again too!
• I learned that because I'm fat, my husband looks down on me a little.  I can feel it.
• The lady in a sari-sari store gets older!  She has 2 kids and was thin and young-looking then.  I was so surprise to she her so saggy-looking.  I wondered what happened to her.
• I started to think of going back to work again.  I am a  programmer.  With my age, gender, status as a mother, and being unemployed, I know if I don't go back to work soon, I would have a hard time looking for one next time.

I would turn 32 years old this year.  I'm entering the age of something I felt is out of the "youth age range".  I want to reestablish myself being someone earning something.

What I noticed after 2 1/2 years...