I'm not on myself!

I think I'm tired, so tired!  Do you know the feeling of being so tired and still continues everything, until your body battery likes to shut off, then you stopped and rest and doesn't care much on the consequences?  I'm in that state right now.

All I want is a rest.  But all past things and recollections are coming back.  And I'm thinking, is it really worth it, all the things that I have done.  Did they actually care?

I hate liars.  I hate people who try to be nice to you for their benefit.  It should be a win win situation.  But it isn't.  After a month, I would be unemployed.  I'm not sure what should I do.  I want to take a rest.  I would take a rest from programming because I think I got an unfair job with an unfair salary.  After some days, I think I should go look for a new job.  I hate companies trying to offer me jobs with no salary information.  Even if I'm not yet a graduate, I always see to it that I know the salary that is offered before I accept the job.  But I got a couple of past employers who had actually made me say yes before knowing the salary.  They are friends of mine.  But I think they are taking advantage of me.

I'm not on myself!